Janet Jackson has said that she only realised that her brother Michael had really dead three months after his death.

Janet says that she avoided anything that would remind her of him when he suddenly died in June.

That was until she was about to do a performance at the MTV Music Awards in September.

There she saw a huge tribute picture to him

Janet says

“It hit me before I was about to do the performance, and it hit me when we were in rehearsal.

“There was a huge image of him on this screen, and I started to cry. I had to step away.”

Janet has said that she feels that the future will get easier adding

“You know, a day doesn’t go by where you don’t think about him. It’s always there, in every sense. “But it will get better. It’s not easy, but I know with time it will get easier. But it will never be easy. It’s my brother.”